FUCK PW

The reason why I'm hating on JC is because of PW. Fucking bitch plz, rejected 4 of my ideas alr. Worst is, internal deadline is this coming Mon. I'm really so stressed up just thinking about ideas man. Whatever I come up with, cfm kena shoot until rejected. Fuck? I might as well just quit? Lol... Aiya obviously I'm just ranting here. I won't quit that easily... even though I really want to la sometimes.. My literature is like shit, idk why the hell did I even take Lit when my understanding of Eng is so so so bad. Then there's geog which I really love but lazy to memorize and grasp the concepts. There is a test tmr, I hope I dont get brain block or sth... Econs... Hmm frigging difficult as it progresses. I can foresee myself drowning and struggling under Econs Lol... Last but not least H1 math. Well, this is still ok I can manage but I cant say in time to come. I hope my results for math can maintain or do even better. For the rest, plz laaaa pass with higher marks can!? ): I damn depressed one leh see my marks like that despite studying so hard for it.. ):

K enough of studies. Move on to personal life.

Ups and downs in life, in us. Every week same type of drama.... But I'm more contented now because we don't have to lie when we hang out together. Even though we are still lying, but I hope it is a white lie...? Lol can one la hor? I really need you in my life man. Without you, I don't have motivation to do anything!!
I know I shouldn't have you revolving around my life... But aiya.. My life revolves round you, have to be this case so sorry. Hope we can overcome all stresses and obstacles together. (:

Family....... Uhm uhm uhm my parents having cold war LOL. Shan't wash dirty linen in public la ok. I hope they won't ignore each other anymore! If not we, the kids very sian and xin ku one leh! Also dk who to side tsk!

Myself....... OK I AM UNDERGOING MAJOR FINANCIAL CRISIS right now. Because.....
Credit card bills explode (My own will to return $$ to Dad cuz I guilty la)
Some bank savings account thingy
My dog's vaccination, microchip and license
My MRT fares (Got bus concession la but weekends also need take MRT ma!)
Lecture notes for diff subjects WEEKLY.
Soccer jerseys

Above are like urgent needs la.... So yeah my weekly $50 pocket money where got enough sial... I need like $600 to tide over the above expenses leh. So to save up, thats the reason why I didnt really eat in sch anymore ): and I try to take bus wherever I go. And every week I deposit my $50 in the bank so I wont be tempted to use it hahaha!
So yup, see how broke I am now? Please don't ask me out anymore!! Ok, there is one urgent thing to do. Watch dark flight with my girl. Heh can't wait to watch like nice only ah. Thai horror film eh! Gonna dig out all my coins ^^ Oh yeah.... and my hair needs a trim. Getting bushy and ugly.. Sigh, please let money go into my pocket. Tolong tolong.......
K la shall go study for geog test now, bye!