Expression speaks louder than emotions

I don't like it when you mention other dudes out there, because I feel inferior. For now maybe. Yes, I may not be as handsome, I may not be as cute. I may not be the perfect person, so flawless out there in that crowd.
Yeah alright I don't mind if you are drooling over them... Just let me be, tired as I am, to slowly adapt to your liking.
I don't want to interfere in your social network and your way of communicating with people out there.

I am not possessive, I am not controlling, but that doesn't mean I don't love you!!!

PLEASE BEAR IN MIND

K, I hope I didn't destroy your mood or sth. Hugs and Kisses, see you soon baby (:

Don't ask why I love you. Instead, ask me everyday,"Can you love me more?"

Why would we possibly drift? What exactly happened between us? How did those plain harsh words came about? Where did the trust we promised we should give? When will we ever get rid of the uncertainties? Who can we turn to when the going gets tough?

I was reading Poems online to counter attack my Literature homework, when I came across this Poem by Christopher Brennan.

Because she would ask me why I love her

If questioning would make us wise
No eyes would ever gaze in eyes;
If all our tales were told in speech
No mouths would wander each to each.

Were spirits free from mortal mesh
And love not bound in hearts of flesh
No aching breasts would yearn to meet
And find their ecstasy complete.

For who is there that lives and knows
The secret powers by which he grows?
Were knowledge all, what were our needs
To thrill and faint and sweetly bleed?

Then seek not, sweet, the "If" and "Why"
I love you now until I die.
For I must love because I live
And life in me is what you give.

Simply put, I live to love you, not to explain to anyone the reason why I do. Love is so encompassing that it cannot be explained or even justified. Trying to do so will only cheapen the emotion. RIGHT?!!?

"Baby, If I should die tmr, I'd go down with a smile on my face, I thank God for giving me the chance to love you, and being loved by you."

Hi baby

Hehe and so..... my cute girl is currently bathing and I'm here hacking into her blog account. B, I love you so so so much never forget that. Yay three cheers for myself I've like a whole collection of my b's unglams. SO IF YOU EVER DUI BU QI WO, your unglams will be up on facebook and twitter.

BEWARE^_^


bye i love you

2nd week of school!

It's only the 2nd week of sch & I was marked late today. To think back, I was retarded enough to climb over the sch fence & get myself cuts and bruises lol. In the end, I was still marked late WHAT THE FARK LAH!?!!

So anw, sch had been rather enjoying with my new clique named "FOOLS" - MultiRacial one ok. Ariella, Nicolette, Pramila, Ruth and Shivani. They are a mad & comical bunch la! I don't rmb laughing so hard and so much back in sec sch lor. They really are the ones who motivate me in going sch at such early hour, just can't wait to lepak w them in sch during breaks. Even lessons seem better w them around haha! Beside this clique, there are many other new friends and seniors I made who really are damn fucking awesomely nice until idk how to describe. I just love the people in IJC, except for some teachers whom I think are super guailan can. Whatever it is, I definitely don't regret transferring to JC from Poly even though lessons seem to be damn challenging and the learning speed is fucking fast during lectures. So glad I'm still coping well except probably Literature. I hope things will get better, if not, maintain! Anw, I'm glad I'm in the same class as Nicolette, 1241B. At least somebody I know!!

So I've been meeting B every evening after sch because I miss her a lot and idk why I just feel like seeing her, even if its only a short bus ride home. I hope she don't find me annoying can already... But I guess fetching her home and having dinner together are okay for now but in a few weeks time, we'd probably be trapped in our own world of books and notes wth.

B, IDW US TO DRIFT. CAN WE STUDY TOGETHER?

Everyday, I love her more and more and more and more and more and more.......... And I trust you more and more everyday ^^ No guys a threat to me now heh :D
Anw, I realized you still dont have any sense of urgency ah B. Thats very bad...... You should really start notes taking now and memorize. Everyday is just slp and eat for you omg, you are like a pig!! Please my dear, do something. I'm worried for you. I know you are smart, but still you must study mah! You see your econs, this dk that dk. PW also dk. YOU BTR GO CLARIFY YOUR DOUBTS ASAP K?! Haiyo.

Whatever it is, I will try my best to force you to study k. You must help urself too (:

Alright have to sleep soon, goodnight.

I Love You Baby (:

A night together, my best night ever.

Even though the surprises were a total failure,
With the room & location a disaster
I can proudly tell everyone
11Feb2012 was my best night ever.

You are the first girl I found myself putting in so much effort and time, just to make sure you have an enjoyable time with me. Even though sometimes the planning drained me and made me want to give up, I can tell you I really did enjoy the whole process, from brainstorming on what to do to buying what gifts to decorations to retardedly booking a hotel room etcetc.....
I know the things I did were very minimal,
the gifts I got were lame,
the decorations w balloons and flowers were hilarious & silly,
the idea of a room were very much crazy,
but I really hope you like it.

You are the first girl I:
-Bought couple rings with
-Made a fabric covered photo book for
-Made a choc pie for but turned out to be a pudding
-Built a cuddly bear for, which I used to think giving soft toys were rly dumb
-Stayed with in a budget hotel, just us only, for a night
-Bought pratas and milo for at such frigging early hour
-Had breakfast with on the bed
-Made peanut butter & Sugar Butter toast for
-Took 8 polaroid films with straight
-Displayed all my effing unglams yet don't give a flying fuck

You will be the one and only girl I
Love,
Cherish,
Care,
Trust,
& give a fuck about.

There may be people out there who often are capable of showing more care and concern to you more than I can,
people out there trying very hard to snatch you away from me,
people out there doing this and doing that, countless possibilities......
But you have to know and understand that, nobody will love you more than I do. I know myself best.

I want you to smile everyday, especially when you think of me.
Baby, You light up my world like nobody else - Sounds really cliche but then, that's really a fact I can't deny.

I really love you, Teo Shu Ting.

Happy 1 mth/1Yr 6th mth!!

Ok 10th Feb had passed alr!

HAPPY 1st MONTH!!! Or 1yr 6mths baby!!

I got nth much to say actually. Hope we can last, all I wish for.
Though I know it's tough & difficult but I will give my best.

Iloveyou

P/s Hope we are able to spend quality time tgt tmr (:

JC is starting tmr omg

Proper school with lectures start tmr and I am back to wearing sch uni days AGAIN. So yeah this weekend was spent working with B at Singtel at Loyang Point.... Sat was particularly memorable.... Cause I cycled her home from my house when she wanted to save cab fare haha! Have to get used to meeting her once in a blue moon from now on... Life is gonna get tougher for the both of us, and esp when both of us are studying at different schools.

B ah...... I know you won't flirt la. Have seen how you text with guys, just so cool heh. I am quite assured la actually. What I am actually afraid of is you drifting away from me due to lack of communication.. So you also must trust me that I wont go and flirt with other girls in my sch ok even though I am very friendly and sociable... I won't betray your trust and your love, dont worry. Hopefully, we can stay sweet even though we are so far apart.

I love you very much. You have to believe me. Nevertheless, study hard baby (L)