Ok I have long wanted to blog about this girl but I wanted to wait till my blog has been cleaned up with all my previous posts deleted.
This is a fresh new post in 2012, and a fresh new life I'm currently living (:
We have been through so much so much so long so long before we finally got back together. 10 August 2010, we were together but we broke up after 18 days...? -.- But 1 year 5 months later, we got together again! Yay ^^ Can never be able to describe how happy and blessed I am. I know people out there will always have a bad impression on me being a bastard who broke the heart of someone so innocent but I know if I don't do it now, she will hurt even more. You will too and I will.
Even though now you are still doubtful over the feelings I have for you because after all I left you and got together with A for 10 whole months. Therefore, my 2012 Love resolution will be you trusting me as much as 80% and when I say trust, it's really really just trust. A trust between us despite the distance or the lack of communication in time to come when you start JC.
I am very very very happy and blissful now idk if my friends, esp those who are strongly against our r/s, realized. I can't imagine myself leaving her the 2nd time because I really love this girl a lot. Much more than I ever love anyone before. She is my everything. Never will I want to cheat on her or to break her heart for as long as we are together.
She was my first. My current. And will eventually be my last.
I love you Teo Shu Ting. Now and forever*. Never leave me okay?
P/S *forever as in until you have found your real happiness in future
